My office is very chill. My boss, Katie, can come across as a silent bitch sometimes, and she reacts very slowly to situations and questions which would have made my blood boil a few years ago, but now i understand, people are just weird...and everyone is different. She actually is very nice, just very well-mannered and very christian which really doesn't mean anything, but makes me think she might be more "forgiving". thank god. haha
The other graphic designer is nice, and even though we're not the ideal match personality-wise, she is very helpful when I have questions or need advice on design stuff.
The office is completely dead when I come in at 8:30 except for my office where Katie and Kristine are working silently on their Macs. There's no pressure to "get it on the drama" or "conversation" like there was at Ai. Everyone is in their own world working...which is what i like to do as well. The lighting is very dark and we have mini "mood lighting" lamps on our desks. I notice less headaches and stress levels at this job. Less running around and forced mingling. Although I still want to make friends, but everyone is married and wrapped in their own lives, as am I.
I met with a therapist last week about my social anxiety and I have another session on Wednesday. I really don't know what to talk about, I think my troubles are unfortunately quite normal.